Thoughts

My thoughts are rushing like crazy. I can't get my mind off of Ben. Im writing a story of how it all happened. Don't worry, I'll post it...I'm even watching the music video i made of him....i'm so scared i wont see him befor i leave for my mission....but ik what happens is whats best for the both of us...i just hope...this too is in my favor. he's coming home in feb. many say i'll still be here, many say i won't. guess we'll just have to wait and see. lol. gotta get some rest...ttyl <3 br="br">